My mom moved back to the trailer. While I was on my way there on a school bus I saw hera but as it got closer I realized her face was white. I kept telling her to go but she wouldn’t go. Randomly this man showed up with2 teenage boys and 2 teenage girls. Jadynn said something about the one girl that she has a feeling she was a murderer. Obviously that freaked me out. I started to feel anxiety, light headed. After a few days of being there at the trailer I started to see everything in slow motion and that everything was further than it seemed. It was like I was drunk, but I wasn’t. A few hours prior I asked my mom to watch the kids. But after feeling so off I decided to go back to be with my babies. My mom was giving them a bath. I told my mom I need Benadryl. Before I know it my entire mouth is stuffed with Benadryl in places I’ve never even imagined I could hold things in. I start panicking trying to pluck the Benadryl out of my mouth. I looked over to my mom and she was laughing at me. Evilly. I started saying in my head “Jesus is with me, what ever evil in around me can’t get through to me. It will not prosper” within a second,panic was gone. I stopped feeling off. everything was calm and normal. I woke up to my arm asleep and a figure in the corner of my room. I repeated “Jesus is with me, what ever evil in around me can’t get through to me. It will not prosper” and “evil is not welcome here get out” and it was gone.
Dreams are highly personal and can be interpreted in many ways, often reflecting our subconscious thoughts, fears, and experiences. Here are some potential interpretations for elements in your dream:
Return to Familiar Places: Your mom moving back to the trailer could symbolize a return to a place of comfort or childhood but may also signify feelings of vulnerability or regression in your life.
Seeing Your Mom's Altered Face: The white face of your mother might represent worry or fear regarding her wellbeing or an aspect of your relationship with her. It could also symbolize a disconnect or feeling of something being off in how you perceive your family dynamics.
Anxiety and Feeling Drunk/Disoriented: The sensation of everything being in slow motion and feeling lightheaded suggests a sense of losing control or being overwhelmed in waking life. This could be related to stress, pressures, or uncertainties you are facing.
The Man and the Teenagers: The appearance of strangers, especially with a hint of danger (the notion of a murderer), could reflect your fears about safety, influence from others, or judgment from peers. It might also signify anxiety regarding new relationships or social situations.
Benadryl Incident: Taking too much Benadryl and feeling trapped by it can symbolize feelings of being overwhelmed, perhaps by responsibilities, expectations, or external pressures. It might also reflect a struggle with finding ways to cope with anxiety or unease in your life.
Mom Laughing Evilly: This could indicate a fear of betrayal or feeling unsupported by someone you trust. It might also reflect inner conflicts, where the comforting figure (mother) becomes a source of anxiety, suggesting you feel misunderstood or trapped by family dynamics.
Spiritual Affirmations: Repeating affirmations of faith highlights a desire for protection and reassurance. This reflects an inner strength, suggesting you are seeking security and comfort in your beliefs or values amidst feelings of fear and anxiety.
Waking with a Sleep Paralysis-like Experience: The figure in your room may symbolize your fears or anxieties manifesting as a ghostly presence. Your affirmations suggest a coping mechanism, where you reclaim your agency and power over fear.
Overall, your dream seems to reflect deep-seated anxieties regarding family, personal safety, and the need for reassurance in times of trouble. It’s encouraging that you found resolution through affirmations, indicating a strong inner belief system and a capacity to overcome these feelings. Engaging with these anxieties in waking life, either through conversation or creative outlets, might help alleviate some of the stress they cause.